A Wish To Make Love
This is something that I know I will regret and I know that a sissy should be careful what she wishes for, but I am desperate. I am not used to Mistress Amber’s requirement of Chastity and it is so hard. In four months I have only made love to my sissy clitty two times. I so desperately want to play with her.
I have made several wishes to Mistress Amber in an email and would hope that I am allowed to make love without such humiliating and terrible consequences as performing a play as Kaya in my previous wish.
Mistress Amber has given me some leeway and told me to make my wish and tell her what I will do in return to earn my wish.
I had a good idea, but approached it rudely which will cost me in the future. I was going to suggest that I would do this to please Mistress Rosemarie by performing sensual and loving things with her. I approached her with this and after thinking briefly about it (she does know how horny I am), she said No. I was crushed. She then reprimanded me for suggesting this and scolded me for a poor attitude. She said that I was really thinking only about me, which I was. That if I had meant that I wanted to please her and not myself, she might have considered it. I think I am in trouble with Mistress Rosemarie now.
I would suggest a schedule that once a week I be allowed to make love to my sissy clitty under the following conditions.
I have performed all my assignments correctly for the week.
I should put on my most feminine and prettiest negligee.
I am to put a diaper on with pillows between my legs and lay on my back with my legs spread wide open with anticipation of being made love to like a sissy girl should expect.
I should watch a movie of two women making love and think about how I should please my Mistress.
I should then make my sissy clitty mess in my panties and sleep in them all night.
This would give sissy billy good incentives to excel in her assignments.