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sissy baby jamie: Big Hairy Baby

Since sissy baby jamie has been crying for a punishment, and it overdue, here it is. Since I noted from her submission pictures, she was much to hairy for a sissy baby, she will shave from the neck down. Then she will repeat her failed assignment, but as a punishment this time.

Obligations

Over the past week I have put a great deal of time into updating the [permalink id=’761′ text=’Rules and Regulations’] to make them even more clear than they have been in the past. I have also taken ownership of the rules back from Pieclown. It would be a good idea to familiarize yourself with them again. I don’t think there is anything new, but their might be.

Actually, there is a new section on “Obligations”. These are all of the unspoken rules about what a client is expected to do. (I had left them unspoken, because everyone was following them.) Now, they are written down. If you know of any I have missed, please let me know. As I see unwritten rules broken, I will post more obligations.

New Standing Rule for sissy billy

sissy billy‘s [permalink id=2728 text=’Standing Rules’] have been updated to indicate that her legs are to be shaved (or waxed or otherwise) at any point she desires to wear pantyhose.

Rules Are Made to Be Followed

Just a reminder, with all the new sissies coming on board (and the old ones who are forgetting their lesson), the [permalink id=761 text=’Rules and Regulations’] are always subject to update and you should review them often to ensure you do not run afoul of them. In fact, rules on making posts have been updated this evening and will continue to be improved in the future.

DIY Breast Forms 101

There have been a number of questions about how to make breast forms (assuming that money is an issue in getting real ones). These are all of the ideas that I have been able to collect. Many of these styles can be seen in various pictures of clients around The Institute.

Double-Layer Water Balloons (Stacee Skye)

I would recommend double thickness water-balloons, the bigger the better. (The larger the balloons, the less they have to stretch and the more stable they are.) 24″ Round or 17″ Round should work well.

Pre-stretch the balloons by blowing them up, then use a pencil to insert one balloon inside the other. Fill the inner one with water and tie it off. Then, tie off the outer balloon. They work well at room temperature or after a few hours in the freezer.

Semi-Solid Water Balloon Boobs (Big Dolly and her Flickr friend Maxine)

Go to a nursery or garden center and pick up some “Water Storing Granules”. The scientific name is polyacrylamide co-polymer. It looks like coarse salt. You only need a couple of tablespoons of this stuff as it absorbs 100’s of times is weight in water. A couple of tablespoon will fill a 2-liter soda bottle. Water turns the crystals into a gel.

Next go to a “Party Supply” store and get 2 of those balloons that blow up to about 3 feet in diameter. They run about $5 each. They are about 6″ in diameter deflated.

Add the crystals and water to the soda bottle. It will take 10-15 minutes for them to swell up. Use a measuring cup to measure out 2 to 2.5 cups of the gel. (You need to measure, else you get 2 different size boobs.) Use a large funnel and pour the gel into the balloons. Get as much air out of the balloon as you can before tying off the stem. 2 cups will do a 36D easy, and will not fill the balloon completely up and make it to tight. The gel will not make noise like water, plus it feels very real.

Blue Goo Gel (Barbi Brasngarters)

A variant that I have always wanted to (was gonna) try… The “Ice Pack” frozen blue thingys that people use in coolers…. Is supposed to be the optimal fluid consistency. Drain the blue stuff out of them into that heavy duty oversized balloons. I was going to “double up” on the balloons for safety’s sake.

Bird Seed Boobs (Doreen Demure)

Round pellet seed is used so that it does not snag on the nylon of the pantyhose. This can be done by placing the pantyhose (i use one leg for each ‘breast’) in the bra that it is supposed to fit and filling it with seed until it is filling the bra but would be flat against the chest (like a real breast). An estimated size would be enough.

I try to find a store that sells the seed already weighed into pound bags, that way i know that i will have the same amount in each breast. Failing that, it would be easy to measure it into a measuring jug, for example. I made the ‘forms’ i use now some time ago and therefore can’t remember the amounts i used, but i think the smaller ones were two pounds per breast.

With regard to pantyhose, it is possible to buy boxes of cheaper pantyhose over here. They normally have maybe six pairs in a box. It doesn’t matter if the pantyhose are cheap, given that they aren’t often seen etc. and the remainder of the pantyhose can be used as extra layers under clothing, perhaps. If possible its a good idea to use the heavier denier, just because it would be more hardwearing. Color should be a little lighter than normal skin tone as they have to be double wrapped. The leg is filled and then pushed back in the opposite direction but i just twist the leg a couple of times before pushing it back through. It would be a good idea to use a knot at that point, but not something i’d thought about before. Using a twist would give a bit more stretch to the ‘breast’ than a knot, i think, but it wouldn’t make a huge difference, given that the nylon has a lot of give in it anyway. It would perhaps be a better idea with smaller ‘forms’, the larger ones probably need as much stretch as possible when being handled. There is enough pantyhose to triple- or quadruple-wrap it, but each successive fold makes the ‘skin tone’ darker. The remainder is just cut off.

Bowling Balls

As a punishment, two bowling balls make a very heavy set of breasts.

Beach Balls

Although filled with air and very light, beach balls make everything else very difficult (depending on the size of the beach balls.

Cheer Me Up Story Contest – Chapter 3

Chapter 3 of the Cheer Me Up Story Contest is due on next Sunday. If you have posting privileges, you are to only save a DRAFT. All of the stories will be published on Monday morning. All of the rules can be found in the original post.

New clients: Since you have not been required to write the two previous episodes, you have an option: You may write (and illustrate) chapters one and two following the rules to wipe out any outstanding punishment that you have. (One chapter removes one punishment.) If you don’t have outstanding punishments, this can be used in the future, at my discretion. Do not take this lightly—this may be the easiest punishment you ever have.

Suspended Clients: If you are readmitted to The Institute, you will be required to catch up on all stories you missed. Therefore, you may wish to stay up to date at this time.

Independence Celebration

In the spirit of the upcoming 4th of July holiday, the following assignments are made:

Red, White and Blue
Pieclown is to get dressed up nicely, in tight fitting white clothing. She will then pop her left breast form to show it was filled with a red liquid. She will smash a white whipped cream pie in her face. She will pop her left breast form to should it was filled with blue liquid. As a reminder that freedom isn’t free, she will be tightly packaged below the waist. Her packaging will remain in place from the time her assignment is begins until the post of the results is finished.

Liberty in Diapers
sissy billy is to get dressed up in her most padded diaper, biggest breast forms and a full regalia of cuffs, then do her best impression of Lady Liberty. There will be a quart of ice water poured down the front of her diaper once it is put on. She will stay completely dressed until her post is finished.

Note: If she can’t manage to get it stuffed well enough, then I will recommend to Mistress Rosemarie that she get a spreading core diaper. Having padding 16 inches wide between her legs would be a good reminder of what a sissy baby she is.

Relief for sissy billy

sissy billy has been very patient in her training, but has become a bit needy in the past few weeks. (I think this is why Mistress Rosemarie wanted her sissy to wear a clitty cage full time.)

I have been laying in bed trying to go to sleep and I have an enormous erection. I laid on my back so as not to have an orgasm. It has subsided, but I have only milked my sissy clitty the one weekend of the wedding punishment and that was as directed by the punishment. Since the end of March I have only made love with my sissy clitty that one weekend. I have been so careful because you said that if I did have an orgasm and milk was to come out that the punishment was something that I did not ever want to know about.

In that same email cautioning me not to milk my sissy clitty or else suffer a terrible punishment, you also suggested that I not wish for something that I might not like. I has been so long since my last orgasm, that I am willing to accept any consequences. Please Mistress Amber, I am wishing for you to give me your permission to milk my sissy clitty.

I am afraid of the consequences, but I am desperate for making love to my sissy clitty.

So, as requested, I am giving sissy billy what she thinks she wants. She is to dress up as she did in day 4 of her yet to be published clothespin punishment with a couple of changes and re-iterations:

  • High heels will be worn
  • The pink diaper cover will be super-stuffed.
  • One quart of ice cold water will be poured into the disposable diaper immediately after putting it on.
  • The bra will be properly stuffed—the balloons used in the recent pictures were not sufficient.

Once dressed, she will play both part’s in this video from Kaya. She will pull out her sissy clitty and perform the part of Kaya’s master. She will then pull the diaper back up and perform the part of Kaya.

sissy billy will post the results of this punishment before she is allowed to take the clothespins off. The remainder of the clothing will remain in place for six hours following the posting of her punishment.

Sissy Summer

All clients are instructed to wear panties or other female underwear for the summer. No male underwear will be allowed for any client during the summer season (starting June 21). Due to her failure to purchase appropriate thongs at the store during her last punishment, sissy billy will be wearing a thong for the duration.

sissy billy’s Standing Training Rules

Since I have some other work that will take priority in the near future, I gave sissy billy a new activity list in the middle of last week

  • While at home you are you wear your ankle and wrist cuffs.
  • You may dress as much as you wish outside your house.
  • You may dress at home as much as you wish, but the large bra (fully stuffed) must be included.
  • If you think your actions will disappoint me you are to put a post on the site
    • Your confession
    • The assigned punishment (which you feel is appropriate)
    • the competed punishment

This allows her to dress as much or little as she would like, but still be reminded that she is learning who is in control.

the actual wedding punishment

even though the majority of people thought sissy billy’s punishment suggestion was fair, I have decided to change it up a bit–just to keep her on her toes (and to lessen some of the rigidity she had imposed).

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sissy billy is to return to her room immediately after the reception is over ensure that she is as smooth as the first day of her punishment. She is to milk her sissy clitty into a new diaper before putting it on. The she will put on a rubber diaper cover and attach ankle and wrist cuffs and a collar, all locked on, to reinforce the severity of the punishment. She is to bring the rubber cover with her to the hotel room to protect the bed because she will not be able to leave the bed until morning no matter how much she soils herself.

She will get up in the morning and clean herself and milk her sissy clitty into her new diaper she will be wearing to the brunch. She will remain in diapers for the remainder of the punishment. For the entire weekend, in order to be able to change her diaper, she is first to put the penis gag in and then milk her sissy clitty into her new diaper. Once she has made a new mess, she will be allowed to changed into this new diaper. After brunch, and until she arrives at work Monday morning, she will only be allowed to eat Level 1 or Level 2 baby food, baby cereal, and baby formula. Fasting is not an option.

After brunch, sissy billy will head directly home. sissy billy will strip off everything but her diaper, lock on the wrist cuffs, ankle cuffs and collar. Then she will stuff her 4XL diaper panties to over flowing, put on her large bra, fill out the bra with water balloons (doing a bigger job than she has done in the past), gag herself with her cock gag and put on her plastic jumper . She will clip her wrists together and clip her ankles together and then not be allowed to stand until this phase is over. sissy billy will then write a letter of apology for requesting this modification and express gratitude that Mistress Amber allowed sissy billy this modification. Once finished, she will recopy it for better penmanship.

Once the letter is finished, sissy billy will have the humiliation in public she did not have to endure during the wedding with her friends. sissy billy is to go on a sissy girl shopping afternoon. She will we wearing her ankle cuffs (locked on) with her diaper and a bra. She will carry a purse containing extra diapers and her gag so she can change herself. sissy billy will make at least four stops:

  • At a lingerie store, she will buy at least one thong for herself.
  • At a women clothing store (not a department store), she will buy at least one thong for herself.
  • She will buy some make-up for herself.
  • At a drug store, she will buy an adult diaper for herself. Immediately after paying for the diapers, sissy billy is to ask the cashier if she can use the restroom. She will then go to the restroom and change her diaper.

She may then return home, where she is to strip off her outer clothes, return her wrist cuffs and collar, stuff her 4XL diaper panties to over flowing, fill out the bra with water balloons and put on her plastic jumper . She will clip her wrists together and clip her ankles together and then not be allowed to stand.

Sunday morning, sissy billy is to dress as a sissy baby maid (Maids outfit, dress, high heels, cuffs and collar, super stuffed 4XL diaper and properly filled large Bra. Then she is to experiment with her makeup to get a look that is appropriate for un-retouched pictures on the site. Once she is satisfied, she is to thoroughly clean the house from top to bottom. She is to make a list of everything that she cleaned, take pictures and Mistress Amber will decide whether she cleaned thoroughly enough or will have to repeat this cleaning next week. Once sissy billy is finished with her maid outfit, she is to return to the jumper outfit she was wearing the previous evening and leave it on until rising Monday morning.

sissy billy is to send off documentation to Mistress Amber by correctly making a post for each event she had (brunch, apology, shopping, sat night, maid cleaning, sun night) with all applicable pictures on the website before she is goes to work on Monday.

Embarrassment at the Bar

sissy billy sent me this quick story about how she was almost humilated at a bar during her current punishment:

Several of us sat for dinner in a corner of the restaurant and I was the first to sit and found a place in the corner thinking I would be less exposed. The women quickly surrounded me as they usually do. I think they all have a protective spot in their heart for me the past few years. One of the girls is a lot younger then I and she had her new boyfriend in tow. My best friend’s wife who is the most protective sat next to me and the single woman (a good friend of my wife) and is my age sat on the other side of me. I do enjoy how protective they are and it does give me a feeling of being included. My thoughts went back to one of your statements in my wedding punishment about what they would think about having a sissy among them. I was inwardly embarrassed, but also wondered the same thing.
Well – the embarrassing moment came towards the end of the night. I was kind of trapped in the corner and had just got my check when I lost control and started to urinate in my diaper. I could not stop it and it felt like I soaked it. I put my hand in my lap and the whole front of pants was wet. I sat there frozen as everyone else continued to talk. I was afraid to move and as they all got up to leave I tried to hide myself as best as I could and get out of there. I don’t think anyone noticed as I had to give the mandatory kisses and hugs (No close hugs this night) to the women and handshakes with the men. When I got home and could look in the mirror it did not look as bad as it felt. I had dark pants on and you could hardly notice the dark spot. Lesson to be learned is not to wear light pants with my diaper.

I asked her why her plastic panties (which I required her to wear) didn’t take care of this issue. Apparently she misunderstood the rule (“Both cloth and disposable are fine, but the plastic cover must be worn over them.”) and didn’t wear them. Since the doesn’t want to wear the panties, maybe she should get some more absorbent diapers. This brand holds over four liters of liquid (depending on the size). I could have her pour a gallon of water down her panties before going out and she still wouldn’t overflow. I will keep that in mind.

sissy billy attends a wedding

sissy billy wants to be able to suspend her punishment on the last day since she will be attending a friends wedding and she wants to avoid humiliation. (Of course, if she had just shaved earlier, then it wouldn’t have been a problem to begin with. ) So I had her come up with a suitable punishment so she would be able to take off her sissy diaper once she got up from bed on the 15th. The following is what she came up with (with my changes in italics and strike-through).

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sissy billy is to return to her room immediately after the reception is over and milk her sissy clitty into her diaper. The she will put on a diaper, rubber diaper cover and attach ankle and wrist cuffs and a collar, all locked on, to reinforce the severity of the punishment. She is to bring the rubber cover with her to the hotel room to protect the bed because she will not be able to leave the bed until morning no matter how much she soils herself.

She will get up in the morning and milk her sissy clitty and then clean herself and put on a new diaper to wear to the brunch. She will remain in diapers for the remainder of the punishment. After the brunch, she is to return home and commence a full 24 hour punishment as payment for being allowed to go to the wedding. The punishment will be continuous for the 24 hour period with no sleeping allowed.

The following 24 hour schedule is general and will be modified by Mistress Amber with options of Mistress Amber’s choosing. sissy billy is to document in a diary the description of each punishment section, the start and completion time of each segment of the 24 hr agenda with pictures that Mistress Amber will dictate as being necessary.

12:00 to 2:00

Arrive home and change into attire as dictated by Mistress Amber. _sissy billy will strip off everything but her diaper, lock on the wrist cuffs, ankle cuffs and collar. Then she will stuff her 4XL diaper pants to over flowing, put on her large bra, fill out the forms with water balloons (doing a bigger job than she has done in the past) and gag herself with her cock gag. She will clip her wrists together and clip her ankles together and then not be allowed to stand until this phase is over.

Write a letter of apology for requesting this modification, express gratitude that Mistress Amber allowed sissy billy this modification and write several times the agenda of the next 24 hr period laid out by Mistress Amber until sissy billy knows this agenda by heart.

2:00 to 6:00

Humiliation in public that sissy billy did not have to endure during the wedding with her friends. sissy billy is to go on a sissy girl shopping afternoon. She is put on her sissy clitty chastity, panties, pantyhose and a bra (unstuffed) and is allowed to put on whatever other clothes she feels necessary to conceal her sissy attire. She should spray a small amount of perfume on her like a girl would do just to remind her that she is a sissy even though her sissy clothing is hidden by boy’s clothes. She is then to drive to the next town and purchase feminine items as listed by Mistress Amber. (Items of Mistress Amber’s choosing such as lipstick, nail polish, make up, pantyhose, sissy clothes and whatever other embarrassing feminine needs that Mistress Amber can think of) She is to buy only one item in each store so that she is humiliated each time in each store. She is not to buy more then one product at a time.

6:00 to 8:00

Dinner – sissy billy is to eat and drink only what Mistress Amber has listed on the menu. sissy billy is to supply to Mistress Amber (If Mistress Amber approves this agenda and requests) by Sunday night (5/10) a list of healthy foods that sissy billy does not like and sissy billy will learn to like these foods in an attempt to make sissy billy get healthy and loose weight. Mistress Amber will add to this list things that she feels are good for sissy billy.

Mistress Amber will also prescribe fluids (Particularly Fluids that sissy billy does not like – since this is a punishment) continually through the night. At no time during this punishment is sissy billy allowed to use the bathroom.

sissy billy will be allowed to eat any Level 1 or Level 2 baby food, baby cereal, and baby formula. These are the only foods that will be permitted for the duration of the punishment, and fasting is not an option.

9:00 to 10:30

Exercise to wear off dinner. sissy billy is to go for a one hour walk wearing undergarments as directed by Mistress Amber. To assist with loosing this weight from Dinner, sissy billy is to give herself an retention enema of the type submitted by her and approved directed by Mistress Amber and then go for a walk. Should sissy billy mess herself, she is not to stop, but must complete her walking assignment.

10:30 to 11:00

sissy billy is to take a shower and clean up and is allowed to relax and rest for this time period. During her shower she will confirm that she is as hairless as when the punishment began, and adjust accordingly.

11:00PM to 3:00 AM

There should be a midnight snack as chosen by Mistress Amber

House Cleaning: sissy billy is to dress as directed by Mistress Amber (Maids outfit, dress, high heels, cuffs and collar, super stuffed 4XL diaper and properly filled large Bra, or whatever Mistress Amber chooses). She is to thoroughly clean the house from top to bottom without resting. She is to make a list of everything that she cleaned, take pictures and Mistress Amber will decide whether she cleaned thoroughly enough or will have to repeat this cleaning next week.

3:00 to 3:30

sissy billy is allowed to rest for thirty minutes. This rest period should be in a manner that pleases Mistress Amber and does not have to be a true rest period for sissy billy. sissy billy is to go outside to get some fresh air, still dressed for cleaning. A few picture will be taken.

3:30 to 9:00

Miscellaneous punishments of Mistress Ambers choosing. Since sissy billy will not have finished the cleaning by now, she will continue doing that. If she thinks she has finished, then she can scrub the kitchen floor and the bathroom toilet and floor with a toothbrush.

9:00 to 10:00

General cleaning of whatever was messed in the house and sissy billy is to clean her self up.

10:00 to 12:00

sissy billy is to put on her Sunday best suit with whatever undergarments (lacy g-string, pantyhose, locked on ankle cuffs) Mistress Amber directs and attend a church service. During Church sissy billy is to think about her punishments and be grateful that she has a Mistress like Mistress Amber who is taking an interest in her training and resources of ‘The Institute for Cross-Dressing Punishment’ to assist her in this training.

Only If all of the above segments are completed and documented, will the punishment will be noted as complete. sissy billy is immediately return to her cleaning outfit above, then sit at the computer and send off documentation to Mistress Amber by correctly making a post with all applicable pictures on the website before she is allowed to rest for the rest of Sunday.

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So, does this sounds like a fair trade? (Of course, even if sissy billy is getting the pointy end of the stick, it will still be considered fair since she made the proposal to begin with.)

I think sissy billy's punishment replacement is fair.

  • Yes (75%, 3 Votes)
  • No (25%, 1 Votes)

Total Voters: 4

Avoiding Humiliation

sissy billy commented that

I lack the courage to expose myself to my doctor. I just would be so humiliated. I am such a sissy baby and you are right that I would pick the punishment in private. I will send you pictures of what a sissy baby will endure instead of humiliating herself in front of her Doctor.

So she is working though her punishment prior to actually shaving. In addition to this, she has a few other events coming up that she will be attending as a diapered sissy after she’s shaved:

  • Two days of playing golf (May 9 and 10)
  • One time at church (May 9)
  • One nice dinner with her Mom (May 10)
  • One wedding (May 15)

I just wonder what these people would think if they knew there was a sissy baby among them.

A Very Smooth Move

Last night sissy billy admitted: “I deserve punishment for this basic mistake of not knowing the proper name. What is my suitable punishment?” The punishment is very simple and will handle an different whining complaint that she made: sissy billy is to shave herself tonight from the neck down—sissy babies shouldn’t be hairy at all.

If sissy billy wishes to put off this punishment, which I am pretty sure she does since she has an annual check up with the doctor next week, then two conditions will be added, First, each night until she decides to shave, she is to follow the directions in the following paragraph:

sissy billy is very sorry that she did not take the time to properly learn that the name of this institution of correction is known as ‘The Institute for Cross-Dressing Punishment’ and not the other name that sissy billy wanted to call it. sissy billy will endeavor to use the name of The Institute properly in all future communications; will be punished much more severely in the future for this type of infraction; and will recognize that her Mistresses are always right in attempts to correct her. sissy billy also realizes that she is dressed up as a double stuffed sissy baby (with a water-balloon over-filled large bra, a regular diaper, a grossly overstuffed pink plastic diaper cover filled with all manner of absorbent material, and punishment level high heels) and has a wetted down bar of pink Camay in her mouth of her own accord because she chooses to put off her punishment. By writing out this paragraph five times each night before going to bed, sissy billy is learning a very important lesson about ‘The Institute for Cross-Dressing Punishment’. sissy billy is learning that Mistress Heavynne Yeardleigh, Mistress Amber Shummer, and the other ladies of ‘The Institute for Cross-Dressing Punishment’, are committed to punishing and humiliating all of their sissy clients, especially when the sissy wants to delay a punishment. sissy billy is also learning that when being trained by Mistress Heavynne Yeardleigh, Mistress Amber Shummer, and the other ladies of ‘The Institute for Cross-Dressing Punishment’, the punishment will only get worse the longer it is delayed.

Secondly, after she shaves, she will multiply the the day of the month (of May) that she decided to shave, and spend that many days following with the following punishment rules:

  • She is to wear her clitty cage, panties and pantyhose to work.
  • The only toilet she may use is the one at her job.
  • She is to be diapered as soon as she arrives home from work, and remain so until she leaves for work again. Both cloth and disposable are fine, but the plastic cover must be worn over them.
  • If she loads her diaper, she is allowed to change herself after gagging on a cock for 10 minutes. (Every sissy should be required to practice this way.)
  • If she just wets her diaper, she is allowed to change it after 30 minutes.
  • Pantyhose may be worn to help her compress the diaper if she needs to leave her house.
  • And since she needs to pretty and likes to wear a negligee to bed, that will be allowed if she is wearing some appropriately heavy duty cuffs on her wrists and ankles—just so she doesn’t forget this is a punishment.

So if she waits until the 7th to shave, she will spend 14 days, from the 8th through the 21st under these rules. Or, she may surprise me and just shave tonight. Stranger things have happened.

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