The Institute

A Success:

Mistress Amber has been so kind to allow me to tell you about the first small success I have had in my first two months of trying to become a worthy sissy of the “The Institute for Cross-Dressing Punishment”. This is only a small one night completion of a punishment, but I am very proud of it. I want to thank Mistress Amber in my training in becoming an obedient sissy.

Saturday Night – 2009-May-30:

It is Saturday night and I am home for the evening. I have put on my ankle and wrist cuffs and my sissy clitty cage. I have also put on my new pretty Lilac Peignoir. I have included pictures so you can see. Isn’t it really pretty and feminine. I just love it. As instructed by Mistress Amber when I dress in my sissy clothes at home I am to wear my big bra and I have made bigger water balloons that please Mistress Amber stuffed in my bra.

I have decided that tonight I am not going to just give in and accept a punishment and hope for the best. I am going to succeed tonight, not only in wearing my cuffs as the assignment dictates, but also in wearing my pretty peignoir all night. I am not going to take them off even if I lay awake all night long.


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How I have disappointed Mistress Amber

Confession:
On Friday Night, which was a non work week night, I tried to sleep with my cuffs on, but failed to keep cuffs on my wrists and ankles for the entire night. I was very tired and thought that I would be able to go to sleep, but at 1:00 AM after laying in bed for two hours I was still wide awake. I then gave in to my sissy weak willpower and decided to take off my cuffs.

Punishment:
I rolled the dice and the number 3 came up. Therefore the punishment is as follows: Punishment # 3. sissy billy is to make a bedtime snack of Level 1 and 2 baby cereal, vegetable, fruit and while wearing cuffs, sissy clitty cage, Stuffed bra and a thong eat the whole snack. After she has finish the baby snack she may take off her sissy items and climb into bed with a 4 oz bottle of baby formula and drink it. The sour taste of baby formula all night should remind her of being a naughty sissy and how she can become a good sissy by wearing her cuffs at night.

Completed Punishment:
I got out of bed, kept my sissy clitty cage on and put on a red thong, kept my cuffs on, put on and stuffed with water balloons a big bra and then I went down stairs to the kitchen to make my sissy baby snack. I used only Level 1 and 2 baby food and made baby cereal, added baby vegetables (squash and carrots), added fruit (Plum and peaches) and then poured baby formula into a baby bottle. I added too much baby formula to the baby cereal and it was really soupy and looked even worst then the last time I had to eat baby food. I also made more then the snack portion required by mistake, but once I had made it I knew I would have to eat what I made. I then went back up to my bed and sat on the edge of the bed to start eating my snack. Finally when I finished the food, I took off my sissy items, took my sissy baby bottle and lay down in bed to drink it and go to sleep. I took appropriate photo’s to document my punishment for all to see. I still had problems going to sleep because the sissy baby food snack was sitting in my already stuffed stomach from dinner. I could still taste the icky baby food and since I was not allowed to wash my mouth out our brush my teeth, the baby formula taste coated my tongue and mouth. As I lay in bed trying to go to sleep with the awful taste of pasty and icky sour tasting baby formula in my mouth, I thought about why I am such a sissy and can not successfully complete the assignments that Mistress Amber gives me. I will try to be a better sissy in the future. I should be thankful that Mistress Amber is helping me to become a better sissy and I will try to please Mistress Amber more each day with my training.


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